Chapter 95

ki fice". ta kallesa ta tuna zancen macijin da yay kawai sai ta fashe da kuka sose, ta shiga roƙonsa tana faɗin,"dan Allah don Annabi ka ƙyaleni anan, ba zan iya tafiya ba ƙafana ya daina aiki". sai kuma ta goge hawayen ta ɗago ta kallesa tace,"to ka ɗauko min wayan Yami a perlon Boɗejo sai na kira Kaka tazo ta ɗaukeni". ya haɗe rai ganin tana kallonsa yace,"Kakan ce zata zo ta ɗauke ki?, rashin imanin naki har ya kai haka?, and you even have the guts to send me right?, yaronki ne ni?". tace,"Allah baka haƙuri, kuma ni ba zan iya tafiya da ƙafata ba a yanzu, tsoro nake ji dan Allah ka barni sai da safe". ya zaro ido waje yace,"a ɗakin nawa?". ta gwame fuska tana jin komai babu daɗi a tare da ita tace,"to ni ya zanyi, idan na sakko fa majicin zai kuma bin ƙafata, dan Allah ka ƙyaleni anan sai ka tafi ɗakin Hammah Khalil". yace,"ke zo ki tafi can ɗin". tayi shiru bata ce komai ba, yanda tayi laƙwas tai mugun basa tausayi, yace,"to idan na barki anan ni aina zan kwanta?, kuma ai kince babu kyau". tana goge hawayen fuskarta tace,"ai nasan ba zaka yi min komai ba. kuma ai ga kujera can sai ka kwanta akai, amma ka kira Kaka ka faɗa mata". ya maida ƙofan ya rufe ya dawo ciki ya wuce kan kujera ya zauna. har sha ɗaya na dare yana kan computer, kuma a lokacin suka yi waya da Bello yake faɗa masa flight ɗin 8 zasu bi gobe in Allah ya kaimu. a wannan lokacin Turaki bai iya amsawa ba har Bello ya gaji da hello hello ya kashe wayar. zuciyarsa kawai yake ji tana bugawa, kamar yanda gabansa ya tsananta faɗuwa, me ke shirin faru da shi?, tunda yake bai taɓa jin irin haka a tare da shi ba. doguwar ajiyar zuciya ya sauke tare da kwanciya akan kujeran, ya rufe idonsa da zummar yin bacci amma sai ya kasa, wannan faɗuwar gaban nasa ya tsananta har ya kai stage ɗin da ba ya jin zai iya yin bacci sai dai in ɓarawon bacci ya ɗaukesa. tashi yay ya shiga toilet yayo alwala yay nafila raka'a huɗu, ya ɗan jima yana ta adu'a kamin ya tashi ya buɗe closet ya ɗauko pijams nasa ya saka. gaba ɗaya ya manta da wata Fillo a ɗakin sai yanzu da zai hau kan gado, yasa hannu ya dafe goshinsa, me ya sa me shi ne?, agogo ya kalla yaga har 12 tayi babu damar ya tasheta yace zai rakata. ƙaramin tsaki yay ya hau gadon ya kwata ta gefe, ita kuma tana daga tsakiya ta dunƙule rufe da blanket sai baccinta take, baccin da bata san lokacin da ya ɗauketa ba. wasa-wasa dai har ƙarfe ɗaya Turaki na kwance idonsa a lumshe ya kasa bacci, ya miƙe zaune yana kunna deemlight. ya matsa tare da ɗago Fillo dan gyara mata kwanciyarta, amma sai yaji cewar ba hakan ya kamata yay ba, ya rufe ido yana cije fuska sannan ya ɗagota gaba ɗaya ya kwantar da ita a jikinsa. dai-dai nan ya ƙara hasken light yana ƙarewa innocent face ɗinta kallo, hawaye duk ya bushe akan fuskar, ta tsuke fuskan kaman me shirin dambe, ga zufa da ta ke haɗawa kaman an watsa mata ruwa. shi jikinsa ba me son sanyi bane dalilin da yasa bai fiya zama da Ac ba kenan, amma haka dole ya sauka yaje ya kunna Ac sannan ya dawo again ya ɗagota zuwa jikinsa ya kwantar, da hannunsa ya dinga goge mata zufar kan fuskarta yana jin zuciyarsa na matsewa da zafi zafi. sai yay hugging ɗinta tightly a jikinsa kanta na mannewa a chest ɗinsa, wani irin baƙon al'amari yake ji tare da shi, gefen fuskarsa ya haɗe da tata fuskar, ya kamo hannunta a hankali ya riƙe cikin nasa. ya bayar da sadakinta amma yau sai yake jin like he can't believe cewa wannan jaririyar mallakinsa ce, halalinsa, his wife, his only wife da ya gama tsarin rayuwarsa cewar da mace ɗaya zai rayu, ba tare da sanin cewar itan bace, ba kuma tare da ya taɓa lissafin cewa zai rayu da irinta ba ma, is he dreaming?. sai yaji wani abu me kama da farin ciki a tare da shi, ya ɗago da fuskarsa akan tata yasa hannu ya shafi gefen fuskarta, yana jin kwantaccen sajenta na burge shi, ɗaya hannun kuma na cikin nata hannun yana murzawa. maganganun da ta faɗa masa a mota ɗazu suka haska acikin kansa,_"ni me nayi maka a rayuwa ka tsane ni, ban taɓa cutarka ba haka ban taɓa munafurtarka ba, amma kai kullum burinka ka ƙuntata min, akan me?, saboda ina ƴar talakawa?, ina yi maka biyayya iyakar iyawana matsayinka na wanda nake a aiki a ƙarƙashin iyayensa, mahaifiyarka bata taɓa min kallon banza ba balle har ta nuna min tsana, amma kai ko da yaushe ka ganni burinka bai wuci kasa na zubar da hawaye ba, a wanne dalili?, idan har nayi maka wani laifi ne bisa kuskure da ban sani ba sai ka faɗa min na baka haƙuri, ba wai ka dinga muzguna min ba duk sanda ka ganni. yanzu ka karya min ƙashin hannu ka fasa min leɓe duk saboda me fisabilillah?"._ ya ɗora goshinsa kan nata yake cewa,"ban taɓa jin na tsani wani mutum ba balle kuma ke da kika taimake ni, kuma ta ya zan karya siririn hannun da nake kallo yana burgeni?, wannan bakin kuma ban san zai fashe ba Allah, but am so sorry, shikenan?". maganganun yake yi kamar tana jinsa. and for the very first time he felt her all over his blood, he felt as if his life depended on her, ajikinsa yake jin kamar she needed him at this time, kamar ya fasa yin tafiyar just becouse of her, duk wannan faɗuwar gaban da yake ji akan zai yi nisa da ita ne, abin da bai taɓa ji ba tsayin rayuwarsa ko da akan Maama da Zaytuna da ba ya so yay nesa da su. A hankali ya kai fuskarsa daidai tata yana daɗa ƙarewa ramammar fuskarta kallo, fuskar rigima, fuskar kasada, sai yay murmushi yana kai babban finger nasa kan lips ɗinta yana shafawa. Fillo dai kamar matacciya, baccinta kawai take yi. Turaki still holding her hands da ɗayan hannun kuma yana shafa lips ɗinta yake ta kallon lumsassun idanunta, zai iya rantsewa bai san time ɗin da wani fitinannan murmushi ya ƙwace masa a fuska ba, ya lumshe idanu tare da ƙoƙarin kai lips ɗinsa saman nata trying to kiss her sai kawai yaji zuciyarsa na faɗa masa,"not now, not today, but one day, in that special night, the night that will come not once, but for your entire life". ya rumtse idonsa sosai tare da jan wani wawiyan ajiyar zuciya ya sauke, ya ɗago kansa yana kwantar kansa a pillow, ita kuma ya daɗa gyara mata kwaciyarta ajikinsa tare da jan blanket ya rufesu, sai shafa gashin kanta yake yi, duk shafa ɗaya sai yaji zuciyarsa ta buga, haka har ɓarawon bacci ya ɗauke shi. sai gab da asuba Turaki ya farka, yana tashi yay alwala yay raka'atanil fajr sannan ya