Chapter 143

yi, a haka sai da ta shanye guda ɗaya tass tukunna ya kafeta da ido yana kallonta da wani sihirtaccen murmushi. bata hanasa kamo hannunta me ciwon ba, ya tmbayeta,"yana zafin ko ya daina?". Tace,"yana zafi sosai dauriya kawai nake yi, kaine ina ta maka alama ka datse min hannu kaci gaba da masifarka, dan Allah ka mayar dani wajen likitan ya yanke min su na huta, kuma dan Allah ka rage masifa in ba haka ba wataran zaka iya ɓallani gaba ɗaya". ya shafo wuyansa yana wani irin murmushi da yake jin yana motsa ilahirin jikinsa da wani feelings na daban. sai taga ya sauke daga kan stool da yake zaune ya zauna gaban ƙafafunta, sannan ya ɗora kansa da hannunsa ɗaya kan ƙafafunta yace,"idan aka yanke kuma da wanne za kike wa mijinki ƙunshi yana kallo yana jin daɗi?, a barsu dai insha'Allahu zuwa safiya zasu daina zafin". ta ture kansa da ɗayan hannun tace,"ka ɗagani ba kyau". ya riƙe hannun ya mayar da kansa yana cewa,"naji, Allah kuma kika ƙara ce min ba kyau sai kin kwana a dakin nan yau". tai shiru tana sakin kukanta mara sauti, ya ɗago kansa haɓarsa kan gwiwarta yana kallonta sosai yace,"ai dama ranar nan kince min ni ke saki kuka, dan haka yi me isarki tunda yau Allah ya haɗa mu". da mamakinsa sai yaga ta saki kukan sosai, sai turesa daga jikinta take yi tana so ta tashi, shi kuma har ga Allah yau karo na farko kenan da yaji kukan nata na masa daɗi saɓanin da sai ya dinga jin kukan na haifar masa da jin zafi a zuciyarsa. har tsawon minti uku bai daina kallon yanda take da bakin kukan ba kamar yarinyar ƴar 3years, yasa wayarsa yana ta mata vedio, dan kansa dai yaji kukan ya fara taɓasa tukunna ya tashi ya kamota ya miƙar da ita. jikinsa ya janyota ya rungumeta yana lallashinta yana bata haƙuri, ita dai bata daina kukan ba kuma ba tai ƙoƙarin fita daga jikinsa ba. a ranta kuwa rayawa take yau babu abinda zai hanata faɗawa Maama irin wannan abinda yake mata. ya kai bakinsa saitin kunnenta ya kira sunanta, tana shagwaɓe murya tace,"ni Fullo sunana ba Fulani ba". Yace,"ba haka naga damar faɗa ba". Ya faɗa yana kai hannunsa saman sumar kanta. tasa ƙarfi tana ture shi tana faɗin,"dan darajan Allah ka ƙyaleni in fita, wallahi hakan da kake yi babu kyau, ni fa ba muharramarka bace, kuma idan wani ya shigo ɗakin fa?". yace,"zan bar ki ki wuce yanzu i promise, but you answer me first me yasa kika dinƙa taimakona?". ya faɗa yana janyeta daga jikinsa yana kallon cikin ƙwayar idonta, ta ƙanƙance ido tace,"taimako kuma?, wane irin taimako na maka ni kam?, ni ban taɓa maka taimakon komai ba, kaine ma ka taimaka min aka kulle Amir". ya matse tsintsiyar hannunta yana cewa,"kar na ƙara jin kin ambaci sunansa ko ba'a gabana ba". ya faɗa da sautin ɓacin rai da kuma kashedi me kyau. tace,"to ka sakeni in tafi". yace,"fara ban amsata tukunna, asirikan da kika dinga ɗaukewa akaina me yasa kika ɗauke su?, me yasa baki bari sun same ni ba?, kuma me yasa baki taɓa faɗawa kowa ba?". tai ƙasa da idonta tana so ta ƙaryata zancen nasa sai taji hannunsa a haɓarta ya ɗago fuskarta yana ɗagamata kai,"ehen am all ears, ba kuma na son ƙarya dan nasan komai". tayi narai-narai da idanu tace,"ni fa duk ban san me kake cewa ba, ni waye yace maka na ɗauke asiri akanka?". yace,"bakinki". ta waro ido waje tace,"da yaushe?". Yace,"ranar da kike bawa ƙawarki labari a asibiti, accident ɗinki na farko da na kaɗeki". tace,"da ma kaine ka kaɗe ni akace wani ne?". Kan yay magana ta tari numfashinsa da faɗin,"shima kana sane ka kaɗeni?". ya galla mata harara da cewar,"ehhh sai ki haɗa duka har marinki ki rama, yanzu amsa min tambayata". ta tankaɗe shi daga gabanta ta bar wajen da sauri, tana zuwa bakin ƙofa ya isa ya fizgota ya haɗeta da bango yana faɗin,"Allah you are going no where sai kin amsa min tun yaushe kika sanni?, kuma me yasa kika min asiri?". hakan yasa ta sakin kuka sosai, tana rantsuwar,"Allah ni ban taɓa saninka ba sai da na fara aiki a gidanku, sunanka kawai na sani ajikin takardar da akai maka asiri, amma wallahi bani nayi maka ba, banma san su waye ba jinsu nai kawai suna faɗa, kuma ma ai saboda idan na faɗa ba za'a yarda da ni ba shisa ban faɗawa kowa ba, ina tsoron kar ace ƙarya ne ni nayi maka, amma na rantse da zatin Allah bani ce nayi maka asiri ba". tai maganar idanuwanta a rufe, dalilin ba zai iya jin kukan ba ya kwantar da ita a ƙirjinsa yana shafa bayanta yace,"na yarda daina kukan cry cry Baby, kanki zai ciwo za ki zazzaɓi". tana fizgar numfashi da ƙarfi tace,"wallahi Allah bani bace kuma ban san su waye ba". ya ƙara yin ƙasa da murya very calmly yace,"ohh nace na yarda, na yarda ba ke kika min ba shikenan daina kukan haka, ko ba kya so na barki ki tafi?". da sauri ta girgiza kanta,"ina so". yace,"to inji kinyi shiru sai in barki ki tafi". ɗiff ta ɗauke wuta kamar ba ita ta cika ɗakin da kuka ba yanzu, ta lafe a chest ɗinsa tana jin yanda heart ɗinsa ke bugawa ba irin yanda ta san ainihin bugun zuciya ba, shima fuskarsa kwance akan gashinta ya lumshe ido, wayarsa na ta uban ringing bai ma san anai ba. har aka turo ƙofar ɗakin aka shigo daga shi har ita ba wanda yaji motsin buɗe ƙofar balle kuma motsin mutum. Hajiya Ramla tayi mutuwar tsaye daga inda take tana neman bango ta dafe, kafin dai tayi ƙarfin halin ɗaga ƙafarta da take jin kamar ta mutu ta dawo saitin inda zata ga fuskar wacce yake rungume da ita haka, bata san ba ko matar tasa ta dawo basu sani ba, sai dai tana zuwa ganin fuskar Fullo wacce idanuwanta ke lumshe yasa tayi saurin ja da baya tana dafe bango da furta innalillahi wa'inna ilaihi raji'un. wannan dogon salatin da taja cikin razani shi ya dawo da Turaki cikin duniyarsa, ya buɗe ido a tsoroce jin muryar Mum akansa, ya kalleta ya juya ya kalla ƙofa sannan ya juyo ya kuma kallonta, sai kawai ya saki Fillo yana ja da baya, lokaci ɗaya sai ya dawo kamar wanda ya kashe ɗan sarki aka gurfanar da shi a gaban sarki. Mum ta bi ɗakin nasa da kallo sannan ta tsayar da kallonta akansa, ta tattaro yawun bakinta da ƙyar tace,"Babana, me nake gani haka?, kai ne da kanka tare da wadda ba matarka ba?". sai kawai ta ɗaga hannu ta wanke shi da marin da ya kai fuskarsa ƙasa, da kanta ta ɗago da shi ta ƙara wanke shi da wani sabon marin da ya kaisa ƙasa gaba ɗaya gwiyoyinsa suka zube a gabanta. Zaytuna tasa hannu ta rufe bakinta tana fashewa da kuka, tun ɗazu take kiransa a waya bai ɗaga ba, abinda take ta so ta faɗa masa kenan ga Mum nan. Fullo dai tuni ta durƙushe a wajen tana kuka sosai kamar ranta