Chapter 37

lafiya lau". ta faɗa cike da mamakin yanda akai Hajiya Madinan ta gane kuka acikin sound ɗinta farat ɗaya, dan har sai da ta kai ga ta kalli wayar ko dai tana kallonta ne. Hajiya Madina ta ƙara cewa,"tiles ɗin nan yana da tsantsi sosai i forgot to tell you that, Allah yasa ba faɗuwa kika yi ba wajen yin mopping?". duk da cewar bata fahimci ɗan guntun turancin ba amma ƙarashen maganar ya fahimyar da ita dukkan maganar. tace,"a'a Maama nayi takatsantsan, har na gama ban zame ba". Hajiya Madina tace,"to yayi kyau, kin gama aikin?". tace,"ehh yanzu nake shirin rufe ɗakin". Hajiya Madina tace,"me amsar saƙon da na baki yazo yana ta jiranki, kije ki kai masa sannan ki ƙarasa aikin...muma mun kusa dawowa muna jira Boɗejo ta shirya ne tare zamu taho". tace,"tom Maama Allah ya dawo daku lafiya". da haka wayar tasu ta katse, Fillo tabi wayar da kallo tana jin son Hajiya Madina har cikin ranta, a iya ɗan zaman da tai ta gama karantar matar, zata rantse duk wanda ya faɗi aibun Hajiya Madina to ɗan hassadarta ne. macece da bata da ɗagawa ko kaɗan, bata tunƙaho da arziƙinsu, bata wulaƙanta talaka, bata da ƙasƙanci, kowa nata ne, kowa ganinsa ta ke ɗaya suke, kowa sonsa ta ke yi, mutumta duk wanda yake tare da ita takeyi babu tozarci. ƙasa ta duƙa ta tattara takardun ta mayar cikin file ɗin da suka faɗo, sannan ta mayar cikin wata drower daban da wadda suke ciki da. ta fita daga ɗakin jiki a saɓule, da ƙyar ma take yin tafiyar tamkar me ƙarancin jini a jiki, tana saukowa daga upstairs ɗinne cikin tsautsayi ta gurɗe ƙafa. bakinta ya furta bismillah kafin ƴar ƙarar da ta saki ta biyo baya. cikin jin zafi da raɗaɗi na lokaci guda ta riƙe ƙafar tana cije fuska. gurɗewar ba ƙarama bace, dalilin da yasa idanuwanta suka cika da tarin hawaye kenan, wani sabon kukan ya ƙaru akan wanda zuciyarta bata gama yinsa ba, sai da ta ɗauki kusan 4minutes sannan ta tashi ta sauko da ƙyar sai ɗingisa ƙafar takeyi, sai da ta kashe light na parlon tukunna ta bar side ɗin. a ƙofar ɗakin me gadi ta tarar da mutumin, baƙi ne kamar yanda Hajiya Madina ta sanar mata, yana da curar ƙasumba, fuskarsa kuma sam babu fara'a. me gadi dake jin radio ganinta yasa shi yin murmushi, ta rissina ta gaishe shi ya amsa mata yana tambayarta ya aiki, ta amsa masa da lafiya. sannan ta tsuguna a gaban mutumin da ko inda take bai kalla ba tun zuwanta, bata sani ba ko haka yake ko kuma ita yakewa hakan dan ta ɓata masa lokaci oho. "ina yini". ya kalleta ta wutsiyar ido, kamar ba zai amsa ba can kuma yace,"lafiya". ta fito da hannunta daga cikin hijab wanda ke ɗauke da file ta miƙa masa tace,"ga shi wannan tace a baka". sai da yayi mata wani kallo kafin ya warta, dan ba zata kira hakan da karɓa ba sai dai warcewar, hakan kuma ya ɓata mata rai, ta miƙe cikin ɗaurewar fuska. tafiyarta zata yi, ba zata ƙara ko da ɗigon minti anan ba, cewar ita ƴar aiki ce hakan ba yana nufin a dinga wulaƙantata ba. ta sani ita ba wata bace, ba ƴar wani bace, amma wallahi tafi ƙarfin wulaƙantawar kowanne kalar mahaluƙi, talauci ai ba hauka bane, dan haka yanda bata wulaƙanci haka ba zata yarda a wulaƙanta matsayinta ba ko da wasa, ita ƴar mutunci ce kuma da darajarta, aiki suke ake biyansu ba wai roƙo suke ba. saboda haka yanda ya warce bai karɓa da arziƙi ba, haka itama zata bar wajen ba tare da ta jira nasa saƙon ba inma yana da shi, ai dama ce akai kawai ta ba shi, to idan ma yana da wani abin faɗa sai ya jira Hajiyar ta dawo ya bata, amma ba dai ita Fillo ta jira saƙonsa ba. abunda bata sa ni ba a wannan lokacin shine, tun yunƙurawar da tayi zata tashi shi kuma ya bar wajen, saboda haka ko da ta kalli inda ya zauna taga babu shi bata yi wani mamaki ba, tayi tsammanin faruwar hakan. tace da me gadi,"Baba kayi haƙuri dan Allah ban miƙo maka abincinka ba, wallahi ina cikin aiki ne sai yanzu na samu sarari amma bari naje na kawo maka yanzu". Tsohon ya washe bakinsa da duk haƙoran da suka ɓaci da goro yace,"laa babu komai ƴar nan, karki damu". juyowar da zata yi kawai taga mutum tsaye a bayanta ya harɗe hannaye a ƙirji, da tsananin mamaki ta ke kallonsa from head to toe, baki buɗe ta kasa rufewa, what would she call the situation she got into ?, tasan dai gefe ɗaya farin ciki ne ya lulluɓeta, to amma ɗaya yanayin fa?. idan tace ba ta kewarsa tayi ƙarya, idan tace bata yi murnar ganinsa ba tayi ƙarya, idan tace bata son ganinsa ta yaudari kanta. cikin wani irin emotions da ta ke jin kanta tayi saurin saka tafukan hannunta ta rufe fuskarta, murmushi kawai take yi, irin murmushkin nan me faɗi dake fallasa kyawun fuska, wani daɗi ne kawai ke ziyartarta, ji take yi tamkar an mata albishir da kujerar makka. tana son ganinsa, tana ta so ta kasance da shi amma babu dama, lokaci yayi mata ƙaranci tunda ta fara wannan aikin, rabon da ta saka shi a ido tafi sati uku, har Kaka ta gama ciwonta ta gama basu haɗu ba duk da cewar kullum sai yazo dubiya, sai dai idan ta koma Kaka ta bata sallahun saƙon gaisuwarsa daya bar mata. Allah ya sa ni sai yanzu da ta gansa take jin tamkar ta ɗauki shekaru bata gansa ba, kuma Allah ya sa ni a yanzu ji take yi kamar ta rungume shi don tsananin farin ciki, ta ya ya?, ta ya ya zata nuna masa irin jin daɗin da ta yi na ganinsa?. ta ramin yatsunta take hango fuskarsa da gaba ɗaya babu walwala, lokaci guda tasha jinin jikinta, wanne irin bayani zata yi masa ya fahimta?, ko me zata ce ba lallai ya gane ba, abu ɗaya kawai tasan yana ransa shine yanzu ta fifita aiki akansa. sai kawai jikinta yay sanyi, still hannunta na rufe da fuskarta tayi ƙasa da kanta tana jin kamar tayi kuka. bata yi aune ba taji faruwar al'amarin da bai taɓa faruwa ba a tsakaninsu ita da shi, hannunta ya ruƙo, wannan hannun nata da bai taɓa riƙewa ba tsawon lokacin da suka ɗauka tare, me zata yi yanzu?, zata sakar masa hannun ne ya sauke kamar yanda taga yana ƙoƙarin yi ko kuwa zata hana hakan?, domin gani ta ke kamar ba zata iya haɗa ido da shi ba, kunyarsa ta ke ji sosai, kunyar riƙe ma ta hannu da yayi, tana ganin tamkar sun aikata wani babban alfasha ne. idanuwanta suka ciko da ruwa, ta shiga ƙiftasu a hankali, dai-dai lokacin kuma da ya sauke hannun nata daga kan fuskarta, kallonta yake har yanzu, ya kasa ko da ƙiftawa, ji yake kamar ya ɗauketa, ji yake kamar ya sureta ya kaita duniyar da babu kowa aciki daga shi sai ita. a ƙoƙarinta na zame hannunta daga nasa ta ɗago