Chapter 88

kamar za'a zare raina ne". tasa hannu ta goge hawayenta tace,"na haƙura Allah kuwa". ya miƙe yana murmushi, suka haɗa ido tana jin kamar ba zata iya sakin nata murmushin ba, sai dai kuma ƙwayar idonsa da ta shiga cikin tata ta dagargaza alwashinta, taji ba zata iya yi masa komai ba, dan haka ta sakar masa sanyayyan smiling ɗin da sai da Amir ya nemi bango ya dafe. tai masa harar wasa tana faɗin,"duk ka wahalar da ni". ya kafeta da ido murmushin kan leɓensa yaƙi ɗaukewa, ya bar jikin bangon ya matso kusa da ita sosai har tana jiyo numfashinsa da bugawar zuciyarsa, yay ƙasa da murya sosai saitin kunnenta yace,"please can i hug you?, just a little, don't say no plsss". da sauri Fillo ta ɗago kanta ta kallesa, taga yanda idanuwansa suka sauya kala, tai saurin juya masa baya tana jin wani irin kunya na rufeta. ganin zata gudu yay saurin riƙo hannunta ya janyota yace,"in baki juyo ba da gaske zanyi hugging na...". ai bai ƙarasa ba ta juyo da sauri tana kulle idanuwanta. rufe idon nata kuma ya bawa Amir damar ƙare mata kallo tas, ji yake kamar ya ɗora lips ɗinsa a nata, kamar ya tsaga ƙirjinsa ya ɓoyeta aciki, kamar a barsa daga shi sai ita a wannan duniyar, he can't even imagine kalar soyayya da tarairayan da zai nuna mata idan suka yi aure. a hankali yace,"buɗe idonki ki faɗa min ni dake wa yafi wani wahala da har kike faɗin duk na wahalar da ke". cike da kunya ta buɗe ido tana tura baki gaba tace,"ka sakar min hannu a waje fa muke". ya ɗaga shoulders ɗinsa yace,"and so?, hannun matar fa da zan aura na riƙe shi kuma munafiki ina ruwansa?...kinga bar batun ma na sakar miki hannu dan ba zan iya ba, watanni bakwai ɗin dana ɗauka bana tare dake Allah ɗaya yasan baƙar wuyar dana sha, dube ni fa kiga yanda duk na fige na lalace, duk wanda ya ganni ya ga wanda yay jinya ba ƙarama ba, cin abinci da ƙyar bacci kuma sai ɓarawo. but you". ya faɗa yana sa ɗayan hannunsa ya ɗago fuskarta,"hankalinki kwance har da wani kumatu kinyi, kinyi haske abinki alamun baki da wata matsala balle damuwa. lallai yau na yarda ni ɗaya nake kiɗa da rawata, Allah sarki ni Amir ashe son maso wani nake yi". Fillo ta kauda fuska gefe tace,"ai kaima kasan abinda kayi min baka kyauta ba, da farko na rame sosai saboda jin ciwon abinda kayi min, amma da na cireka daga raina gaba ɗaya sai na sami salama, in yi baccina hankali kwance ba tunaninka balle na damu. kuma ni ka sakeni kar wani ya ganmu, this is not a privacy place". Amir ya ware idonsa sosai akanta yana kallonta da mamaki yace,"Halimatuna am i hearing well?, english fa naji kina yi". ta juya ƙwayar idonta tace,"da ka barni ai ba wulaƙanta nayi ba, yanzu haka lesson teacher na bai jima da tafiya ba". mood ɗin Amir ya sauya, yana niyyar fizgota jikinsa ta cije tana ƙwacewa daga hannunsa har sai daya saketa. ta bisa da kallon sauyawar mood ɗinsa tace,"lafiya?". without looking at her yace,"please and please, i beg you for the sake of Allah, let by gone be by gone. bana son tuna baya, karki ƙara cewa na tafi na barki, if not kuma Allah zan miki tafiya me gaba ɗaya, dan zanje na tunkuri mota gaba da gaba tabi ta kaina". tayi far da ido tana haɗe hannayenta a ƙirjinta tace,"tom ba zan ƙara ba insha'Allah. am sorry, ina Innah?". ya ɗan kalleta yay mata harar wasa, harar da tasa Fillo ƙyalƙyalewa da dariya sosai wanda duka haƙoranta na gaba sai da suka bayyana. cikin nishaɗin da take jin kanta aciki tace,"ɗan ƙara yi na gani". fuskarsa na washewa da dariya ya kai yatsansa zai ɗalli fuskarta tayi saurin kauda fuska still tana dariya. Amir yay ƙwafa yace,"zaki bayani, nima sai na rama kukan da kika sa na dinƙa yiwa Innah". ya sauke numfashi yace,"Innah na gaida ki, ƙila gobe tazo ko jibi, zasu zo da kayan sa ranarki. Halimatu nan da next 2months nake so na mallakeki matsayin matata. na sami aiki a wata makaranta yanzu haka ni ne Director a school en, last month ma na saya wancan machine ɗin da kike gani". tace,"wow congratulations". yanda ta faɗa kace wata baturiyar gaske, kawai sai ya waigo yana kallonta da burgewa da sha'awa. yace,"Halimatu yanda kike da kyau da burgewa haka komai naki yake, kinji ko in kika yi english kamar a bakinki aka yisa, ina irin americans ɗin nan na cikin tv masu news?, wallah fa kamar haka, taya hakan ya kasance?". ta basa labarin komai tare da cewan,"kuma Adda Zaytuna da Maama ma totally bama hausa da su yanzu, wurin da nayi mistake zasu gyara min". Amir yace,"masha'Allah, Allah sakama mutanen gidan nan da alkhairi, but". tace,"but what?". ta tambayesa ƙwayar idonsa na shaida mata kishin dake ransa, tai murmushi tace,"teacher ɗin ma fa inyamuri ne, duk ya zama jagwal, shi ko kallo ma bai da shi". ya lakuce mata kumatu yace,"time ɗin da zai kalle ki ai ba sani zaki yi ba. gwarama muyi auren ni naci gaba da koya miki". ta ware ido,"Maama ai tace zan zana waec na wuce UNI". ya fincikota gabansa yace,"UNI ɗin da zaki je ta wuce gidana". sai da suka kusa 1hour tsaye a wajen suna hira kafin hankalin Fillo ya dawo jikinta, don gaba ɗaya Amir yayi amfani da salon soyayyarsa ya kawar da duk wani fushi da take yi akansa, kuma ita kanta bata san sanda salon soyayyar ya ɗebeta ba ta manta da komai, har ta sake da shi suka koma kamar ba suyi faɗa ba. tana leƙen agogon hannunsa tace,"Amir time, tausa fa nake ma Boɗejo na taso. kuma haka nace yanzu zaka tafi, ni duk naji ma ina jin kunya dan wannan tsohuwar sai ta ɓaro ni". yay murmushi me sanyi yace,"shikenan ki koma ciki, amma zan dawo da daddare bayan kin koma aiki, ban gaji da ganinki ba gaskiya". su kai sallama zai tafi yace,"i love you so much Halee". tace,"thank you, bye bye. ka gaida Inna". ta faɗa tana juyawa don barin wajen. ai da sauri ya riƙo hannunta ya koma gabanta yana faɗin,"Allah sai kin faɗa". ta shagwaɓe fuska tana cewa,"zan faɗa but not now, not 2day". yace,"ai kinji na rantse". sai da ta kulle idonta tukunna ta iya cewa,"i love you too". ta faɗa Amir na jin wani mugun daɗi acikin ransa, ya kama hancinta ya ɗan ja sannan ya saki hannunta asking her me take so ya taho mata da shi anjima, tace duk abinda yaga ya dace da ita. ya juya ya tafi yana ɗaga mata hannu, itama cike da kunya take ɗaga nata. sai da ya hau machine ɗinsa ya tafi sannan ta nufi gate. daga Amir har Fillo cikinsu babu wanda ya lura da motar da tai parking daga can gefensu, tun fara hirarsu ba jimawa, haka yanzu ma da ta zo shiga gidan bata kula da motar ba, so tana zira ƙafarta cikin gate taji an mugun danna horn kamar za'a tashi duniya, ta juyo a tsorace tana