Chapter 60

sawa aci girkin mutum, duk daɗin girkin mutum idan baida tsabta sai dai yaci kayansa shi ɗaya". Zaytuna da Ɗausiyya suka ɗauka tray suka fita da shi, suka bar Fillo da ƙarasa haɗa kunun shinkafar da Samha tace tana so tasha. ta fasa madarar gwangwani ta ruwa kenan sai taji kamar mutum a bayanta, ta waigo ta ga Turaki ne tsaye hannayensa a aljihu yana kallon abinda take preparing, da alama ma ba shigowarsa kenan ba. sai ta nemi ta dirirce, ta durƙusa a gabansa da sauri tana gaishe shi, ita bata san me yasa ba amma duk sanda ta gansa sai ta tsorata. bai amsa mata ba ya wuce ya ɗauki cup ya dawo, tana nan durƙushen har lokacin, da wani irin voice tace da shi. "kana buƙatar wani abu ne?". ya kalleta amma ba ita yake kallo ba hannayenta yake kallo, yace. "tashi". ta miƙe tana ɗan matsawa daga kusa da shi. fuskarsa a ɗaure yace,"what is this?". ta so fahimtar abinda yace, amma hakan bai samu ba, jin tai shiru ya waigo ya dubeta, tana tsaye kamar gunki duk ta cika da tsoronsa, hannun nan sai karkarwa yake, shi kuma abin na basa takaici. yaja guntun tsaki ya ƙara cewa,"i am asking you, what is this that you are making?". yanda yay maganar murya a sama yasa ta fara ƙoƙarin hargitsewa, ta ƙanƙame hannayenta a jikinta tare da kulle idonta, shin har sai yaushe zai fara fahimtar wannan yaren ita kam bata jinsa, ita kuwa ko ba dan komai ba ai dole ta tsaya ta mayar da hankali akan wannan gatan da Hajiya Madina tai musu ta koyi turanci. ji take kamar tayi kuka, bata ko ƙaunar tana aiki a kitchen ya shigo, ko ba'a kitchen ba bata so tana aiki taga giftawarsa, ita haɗuwa ma da shi totally bata so. Turaki ya tsaya yana kallon ikon Allah, shi kam ba dan ba dan ba, da sai yace yarinyar nan bata sahun mutane sai dai wata halittar. karkawarwa take kamar wadda ruwan sanyi yaywa mugun duka, ko kuma wacce iskar fanka ke kaɗawa. sai ya ajiye cup ɗin hannunsa kawai ya rungume hannunsa a ƙirji, ya jingina da jikin drower ɗin yana ta kallon sarautar Allah, ba zai ƙara magana ba balle motsi har sai ta gaji dan kanta ta dawo cikin hayyacinta, sannan zai buɗi baki ya faɗa mata karta ƙara ganinsa ta tsorata tunda shi ba dodo ba ne. lokacin da ya tsareta da tambaya a asibiti ya haska acikin kansa da cikin idonsa, wannan lokacin da ya riƙe hannayenta dan hana su rawar da suke yi, amma still basu daina ba sai ma rawar hannun nata ya haɗe har da nasa, tambayarta yay kawai me ya kaita wannan wajen, amma yanda tabi ta ruɗe ta nemi ta firgice har sai da yasa ɗaya hannunsa ya riƙeta da kyau, dan kamar zata faɗo ne daga kan gadon. _"me ya kai ki wannan wurin a wancan ranar?"_ tambayar da yay mata kenan amma kamar ya tuhumeta ne akan me yasa tai kisan kai. sai da ya matse hannunta da ƙarfi sannan ta buɗe ido ta kalle shi hawaye na sakko mata tace masa,_"ina?"_ harara kawai ya galla mata a lokacin, kafin yace,_"wurin da kika je za ki kashe kanki"._ sai kawai ta shiga girgiza masa kai, cikin rawar murya tace,_"Allah ba kashe kaina naje yi ba, ai babu kyau mutum ya kashe kansa"._ taji yay shiru bai yi magana ba, sai ta buɗe idonta dake rufe ta sauke a kansa, ƙwayar idonta ta shiga nasa, taji wani abu da bata taɓa jinsa ba, taga ya ɗaga mata gira duka biyun yana cewa,_"ummm ina jinki, to wa kika je kashewa?"._, saura kaɗan yay dariya saboda yacca ta ƙara ruɗewa da tambayar tasa, har tana ja da baya wanda inda ba'a kan gadon take ba tsab zata arta da gudu. ƙoƙari take ta zare hannunta a cikin nasa tana girgiza kanta cikin tashin hankalin da ya rufeta farat ɗaya. hawaye ne sosai yake sakko mata a sanda take ce masa,_"Allah babu wanda naje kashewa, me yasa zan kashe wani, akan me?, ko cinnaka bana iya kashewa ka tambayi Kaka kaji, dan Allah kayi haƙuri kar ƴan sanda suji su kamani"._ tai shiru tana fashewa da kuka, har sannan bai ɗauke idonsa daga kanta ba, ganin kallon da yake mata yasa tace,_"na rantse da Allah babu wanda naje kashewa, nima gani na kawai nayi a wajen, ban san ya akayi naje ba, kuma ina ta neman hanyar gida na rasa"._ ya ƙara damƙe hannunta sannan yace,_"har lokacin da ya kaɗeki baki sani ba?"._ ba tare da ta kallesa ba tace,_"na sani, ina ta ɗaga masa hannu bai ganni ba kawai sai ya bige ni"._ numfashi ya sauke yace,_"to kin yafe masa ko kin barsa da Allah?"._ sai da ta ɗago ta ɗan kallesa tukunna tace,_"na yafe masa"._ ya ƙara sauke numfashi sannan yace,_"to aljanun naki da suka kai ki su nawa ne?, dama suna yawo dake ko ranar su ka fara?"_ a wannan lokacin kawai tsaida idonta tayi akan kafaɗunsa, ta girgiza masa kai tace,_"banda aljanu ai, ni banda aljanu, ko Malami za'a kira a tambaya"._ yace,_"wanne Malamin?"._ tace,_"Malamin Ruƙiyya"_. yana kallon yanda take kallon ƙirjinsa kamar me karantar wani abu a wajen, sai da ya kalli wajen yaga babu komai kawai dai ba zata iya kallonsa ba shine take kallon wajen. sai da ya sauke ajiyar zuciya sannan ya saki hannayenta ya miƙe ya fita daga ɗakin ba tare da yayi musu sallama ba. a yanzu da yake kallonta sai yake ganin kamar a wancan lokacin, har yanzu yana mamakin me ya kaita wajen, me taje yi?, abu ɗaya kawai zai yarda da shi tana da aljannu kuma su suka kaita, abunda kowa ya faɗa kenan. to ya yarda da wannan, amma wannan tsoron nata fa?, shi jininsa babu tsoro a cikinsa, saboda haka ya kamata wannan tsoron nata ya ragu tunda har jininsa na yawo a jikinta yanzu. ya rumtse ido yana tuna the first abunda likitoci suka faɗa sanda suka isa hospital, _"ta zubar da jini da yawa, jini take buƙata a halin yanzu, cikin gaggawa ba da ƙurewar lokaci ba"._ haka suka faɗa a sannan, kuma ba zai iya cewa ga wanda ya nuna masa hanyar laboratory ba, tsintar kansa kawai yayi a wurin, ba tare da kowa ya sa ni ba. abunda ya tsana a rayuwarsa shine ɓata lokaci da kuma dogon bayani, kuma abinda ya sani jininsa AB+ ne, to don me kuma sai an tsaya wani ɓata lokacin gwadawa?, dan haka dawowa kawai yayi ya kama hannun Zaytuna suka faɗa room ɗin da aka kwantar da Fillo. _"ki saka mata jinina, ko leda nawa ake buƙata, ko da za'a kwashe shi duka"._ kayan aiki a ajiye suke to jiran me za tai?, dan haka kwanciya kawai yay akan gado tayi jone-jonen da zata yi, nan take jininsa ya fara shiga jikin Fillo. daga fara shigar jinin bai kuma sanin me ya faru ba, farkawa kawai yayi yaga wani yayi replacing nasa akan gadon, Dr Yusuf, likitan da shima yay kyautar nasa jinin wa yarinyar. sai daga baya Zaytuna ke masa bayanin ai ance shima yana buƙatar ya huta ne dalilin da yasa