Chapter 226

komai ba sai kin kawo mata, bari na tasheta yasin tun zafin flask bai jiƙa shi ba". "no barta tayi baccinta please, abu da an kusa la'asar, lokacin sallah nayi za ki ga ta tashi". bayan wucewar mintuna goma hannayen Turaki su ka murɗa handle ɗin ƙofar ɗakin, ƙafafuwansa suka shigo cikin ɗakin yayin da sanyin Ac ke ratsa shi. ƙwayar idonsa bata sauka akan kowa ba sai Maama da ke kwance kan gado tana bacci. A lokaci guda yaji jikinsa yayi wani irin sakayau tamkar an zare masa lakar jikinsa, abun da bai yi tsammani ba sai yaji yawun bakinsa ya bushe, Me ke shirin faruwa ne?. ya saki handle ƙofar da yake riƙe da shi, ya kasa ɗaga ƙafarsa yana jin wani abu ya wuce ta maƙogwaronsa, wani irin abu mai nauyin gaske, yana jin yanayin bugawar zuciyarsa na sauyawa, yana jin faɗuwar gabansa na ƙaruwa. ya san da cewa don mutum yayi bacci ba wani abu ba ne, dan bacci wani abu ne da ɗan adam ke yinsa a kowanne dare, to amma ba zai iya cewa ga ranar da Maama tayi bacci ba da rana, iyakar tsayin rayuwarsa zai iya faɗin hakan, ko da ace kuwa tana cikin halin jinya ne, baccin rana ba ya daga cikin al'amarin rayuwarta. to amma yau ɗaya, rana guda, rana ta farko kawai sai ta kwanta irin haka?, ƙarfe ɗaya da rabi na rana, har tayi irin baccin da bata ji buɗewar ƙofar tasa ba, kuma a lokacin da ya san tana zama tayi lazimin sallar azahar?. kawai sai ya ji wani abu ya motsa a ƙasan zuciyarsa, yaji kamar rauni na shirin kama shi, sai dai kamar ko da yaushe a rayuwarsa, yayi ƙoƙarin tattaro dukkan nutsuwarsa da dauriyarsa tare da dakiyarsa, ya maida ƙofar ɗakin ya rufe. "me ya sami Maama?". ya jefa tambayar ga Fillo da Nihal yana tsaye a gefe guda. "bacci take yi, aiki tayi ta gaji". "aiki!?, ina ma su aikin?". "part ɗin Baffa ne fa Hammah, ka san bata barin ƴan aiki su je can". "gajiya bata sakata baccin rana, tasha magungunanta?". "lafiyarta fa ƙalau Hammah, kawai muna zaune muna hira tace bari ta kwanta kafin ta gaban goshinta ta ƙaraso". ya shiga girgiza kansa, ƙafafunsa na ɗagawa da ƙyar, haka ɗaya Maama ba zata yi baccin rana ba, no matter what bata baccin rana, bai yarda da wannan baccin nata ba. "kar ka damu lafiyarta fa ƙalau, ban da yanayin ciwon kai da sai ka tashe ta". kunnuwan Turaki su ka tsinci muryar Fillo a cikin iskar ɗakin. ta karɓi ledojin da ke hannunsa tana ƙara faɗin,"Allah lafiyarta lau, amma idan kana ganin a tasheta ɗin to". "a ƙyaleta?". ya gyaɗa kansa kawai, sannan a hankali ya tafi zuwa gadon, da tafukan hannunsa guda biyu ya kama kan Maama ya gyara mata kwanciyar. ya zauna akan bedside drower yana kallon fuskarta, kamar tayi haske?, kamar kuma ta ƙara yin kyau?, sai yasa hannunsa a saman goshinta ya goge guntun gumin da yake ganin kamar idanuwansa na haska masa. wucewar minti ɗaya!, biyu, uku har zuwa biyar, zuciyarsa ta kasa samun natsuwa da baccinta, saboda haka sai ya kai hannunsa gefen filon, ya shiga dukan filon a hankali yana faɗin,"Maama, Maama, Maama". ya kira sunan sama da sau goma amma shiru bata buɗa idanunta ba. a yanda ya sani, duk tsananin baccin da Maamansa ke yi kiran suna ɗaya ne ya farkar da ita, balle ma ita bata da irin nauyin baccin nan, hasalima ko baccin take aka murɗa ƙofa aka shigo sai ta farka, ko kuma idan taji motsi. dan haka zai iya cewa bai san lokacin da ya miƙe daga kan drower ɗin ba. kuma maimakon zama a bakin gadon kamar yanda yayi niyya sai ya tsinci gwiwoyinsa da zubewa a ƙasa, kafin yaji wani nauyi ya ziyarci hannunsa, irin nauyin da sai da ƙyar ya iya ɗaga shi ya taɓata. "Maama". hannunsa ya sauka akan jikinta da yay sanyi, a yanzu da ya taɓata bai ga ta farka ba, haka bai ji ta motsa ba, sai yaji adadin faɗuwar gabansa ya ninku da kusan kaso tamanin da biyar. sai kawai ya tsinci kansa da shiga tashinta kamar ƙaramin yaro, babu abinda yake da buƙata a yanzu irin ta tashi, ta buɗe idonta, ta kalli cikin ƙwayar idonsa kamar yanda zai kalli tata, ta faɗa masa wannan maganar da tace zasu yi idan ya dawo, bai taɓa jin ya damu da baccinta ba irin yau, bai taɓa jin baccin wani ya tsorata shi ba irin yau, bai yarda da wannan baccin ba, bai yarda da shi ba sam. girgiza ƙafafunta kawai yake yi yana kiran,"Maama, Maama, Maama ki tashi na dawo, kin ce Papaya ta ƙare na taho miki da ita ga shi na siyo, ga takardar scaning ɗin jikokin naki ma na karɓo, su biyu ne kamar yanda kika gansu a mafarki. kuma mun yi magana da Baffan yace za'a buɗe makarantar islamiyar, idan ya so sai a haɗeta da boko, kuɗin da kika ce na kai gidan marayun na kai ga receipt ɗin, amma sun ce na faɗa miki akwai yara guda goma sha biyar da aka kwantar a asibiti, to sai naje asibitin na biya bill ɗin da ake buƙata, waɗan nan yaran ma da aka kai su sudan, sun kira ɗazu sun ce na faɗa miki result ɗinsu yayi kyau, gobe za su sauka a ƙasar nan, sun ce na faɗa miki suna sauka wurin ki za su fara zuwa, suna ta cewa ayi miki godiya su da iyayen su. gwandar a markaɗa ko yanka miki za'a yi?". gaba ɗaya a wani ruɗe yake maganar, kamar dai wanda ya susuce, ya juyo ya kalli Fullo da Nihal waɗanda ke tsaye a bayansa. "Nihal ɗauko wuƙa ki yanka mata gwandar". sai kuma yace da Fillo,"Halima taci faten?". a karo na farko da ya taɓa ambatar ainihin sunan Fillo. "a'a naga tana bacci shiyasa ban tasheta ba". "sauri ki zubo mata Halima, yanzu zan tasheta". kusan a tare Fullo da Nihal suka juya jiki duk a sanyaye, hannayen Fillo na karkarwa ta buɗe flask ɗinta zuba faten tsakin da yawa, kafin ta yunƙura ta miƙe daga duƙen da take Turaki yazo ya karɓa, karɓar tasa tayi daidai da shigowar Nihal daga ɗauko wuƙar, ta ɓara ƙwallon gwadar ta yi masa wata iriyar rabawa, cikin sauri ta isa ta ajiye plate ɗin akan table ɗin da Turaki ya ɗauko ya ajiye a gaban gadon. har yanzu baya jin mazaunansa za su iya zama akan wani abu, don haka ko a yanzu ma gwiwoyinsa ƙara zubewa suka a gabanta, kafin yasa hannu ya juyo da kwanciyartata saitinsa, ya kalli fuskarta, ya kalli murfin idonta da yake a rufe, sannan ya kai ɗaya hannunsa ya kamo tsintsiyar hannunta guda ɗaya ya riƙe, tare da kai ɗaya hannun nasa ƙasan hancinta. jijiya bata motsi!, haka ma numfashin baya fita!, sai ya ƙara maida hannunsa wuyanta, nan ma beat ɗin dake wurin ba ya harbawa. ya san akwai suma kuma ya san akwai mutuwa, kamar yanda ya san banbancin kowanne, sai dai ba ya jin zai iya ɗaukar abin da yake ganin gaskiya ya ɗora Maama a wannan matakin, ba zai iya ba, ba