Chapter 21

ba ma. kusan 2minutes da maganar tasa ya ƙara ɗago ido yana mata wani duban yatsine, yay saurin kauda kansa a tsawace yace,"do you want me to repeat my self before you sit?". Saurin rufe ido tayi tare da ƙanƙame jikinta, sai rawar jiki ta ke yi kamar me jin sanyi. A rayuwarta ta tsani tsawa, bata sonta ko kaɗan, tsawa na firgitata, tsawa na sakawa ta kusa fita a hayyacinta, tsawa na sakawa ta tuna wani moment da bata son tuno shi a rayuwarta, tsawa na sawa har suma tayi, dalilin da yasa a ko yaushe ta ke guje duk abinda zai sa ayi mata tsawa. tafi minti uku kafin ta dawo normal, da ƙyar ta iya haɗiye yawun bakinta, a hankali ta buɗe ido ta sauke su akansa, irin kallon da yake yi mata gani ta ke kamar zai duke ta...idonta ya ciko da ruwan hawaye, ta shiga ƙiftasu gudun kar su zubo, ta kama jan yatsun hannunta tana danasanin zuwanta, da wannan abun da yayi mata ai gwara ta yiwa Kaka gardamar ba zata zo ba. ta kalle shi suka haɗa ido, ta yi saurin ɗaukewa tana jin faɗuwar gaba. Muryarsa har cikin kanta ya ƙara cewa,"Do I look like someone who would talk to you and ignore?". Da ƙyar ta iya buɗe ido tana kallon yatsunta, shi wai bai san bata jin wannan yaren ba ne da yake ta ɗaga mata murya da shi. ita bata san ba ma ko abincin ma ba ya ci da kansa sai an ba shi, ƙilan shi yasa yake tayi mata wannan ihun, to ai ba laifinta bane laifin babarsa ne da bata yi mata wannan bayanin ba, kuma ma ya za'ai ace wannan ƙaton ba zai iya cin abinci da kansa ba, banda dai lalacewa. in cool voice da ke rawa tace masa,"kayi haƙuri ka daina ɗaga muryar, ni ban san me kake cewa ba shi yasa, bana jin wannan yaren". Yay ma ta wani uban kallo kafin yace,"na farkon ma ba ki ji ba?". tace,"wanne?". Ya galla mata harara bai ce komai ba, haka kawai taji tana tsoronsa, yanda taga ya jijjiga kai bata san me zai aikata ba, saboda haka hannunta na shaking taja kujeran ta zauna a ɗarare. "na zauna". ta faɗa tana kusan ƙwarewa. ta wutsiyar ido yake kallon hannunta da ke rawa akan plate, yana da tabbacin yarinyar nan bata da isashshiyar lafiya. Muryarsa a kausashe yace,"buɗe abincin kici". ta wani waro ido waje ta kalle shi, cikin sanyin jiki tace,"na ƙoshi". rufe bakinta ya haɗe da wani mugun kallo da ya watso mata, bata san lokacin da ta damƙe plate ɗin abincin ba. Turaki kuwa kallon ƙasusuwan jikinta kawai yake, ina alamar ƙoshi anan?, kamu ɗaya zai yi mata ta ɓalle gaba ɗayanta, idan kuwa yace zai yi mata kallon tsab sai ya ƙirge duka ƙashin jikin nata, kuma a hakan ta ke ikirarin ta ƙoshi. ya karkato kanta murya a ɗage yace,"kin ci abincin nan ko sai na miƙe kinga asalin tsayina?". babu shiri Fillo ta kai hannu cikin plate ɗin zata fara ci, ya dakatar da ita cikin tsawa da cewan,"ɗau spoon". [8/9, 19:47] Halimahz: *LULLUƁIN BIRI* *©️Halima h.z* *10* wannan tsawar da Turaki ya sakar mata ita tasa ta rikicewa gaba ɗaya, she was completely out of her mind, spoon ɗin da ta ɗauka ya faɗi ƙasa ya bada sautin wata ƙara wadda sai da Turaki yasa hannu ya toshe kunuwansa. haushin hakan yasa shi damƙo hanunta cikin zafin nama, wanda bai san lokacin da yay hakan ba. ɓacin rai ne kawai, jin mugun riƙon da yayi mata sai kawai ta fashe da kuka tana ƙara rumtse idanuwanta da kyau, ta shiga girgiza kanta a hankali cikin zubar hawaye masu zafi. muryarta tayi can ƙasa, amma hakan bai hana lafuzan bakinta shiga kunnansa ba, thats why he focuse attention on something she is saying. "dan Allah kar kiyi mata komai". ya so yaji dukkan abunda tace sai dai hakan ya gagara, sai wanda kawai ya tsinta, kuma daga shi ɗin tayi shiru, bata sake cewa komai ba sai shashsheƙar kuka da ta ke yi. ya ƙura mata ido kawai yana dubanta da kyau da kuma mamakin fitar hayyacin da tayi a lokaci ɗaya, ba sai an faɗa masa ba da ganin yarinyar yasan bata da isashshiyar lafiya. lokacin da ta dawo cikin natsuwarta ta shiga buɗe idanuwanta a hankali ta sauke su akan hannunsa da har yanzu ke riƙe da nata gam. ƙirjinta banda up and down babu abinda yake, idonsa na kan dining table ɗin da alama wani abu yake tunawa, hakan yasa bai san da buɗe idanuwan nata ba sai jin maganarta yayi. "Hannuna". ta faɗa muryarta na fitowa a hankali. ya ɗago ido ya kalli hannunsu da ke haɗe, sai kawai yasha mur sannan ya kalleta yace,"ba ki da hankali da za ki sakarwa mutane cokali yayi wannan uwar ƙarar, kuma kukan na uban mene?". bata ce da shi komai ba tayi shiru, ƙoƙarin ta janye hannunta ta ke amma yaƙi sakinta, ta matse ido kaɗan ta buɗe tare da cewan,"ka matse min fata". sai a lokacin ya ankare ya sakar mata hannu, ta wutsiyar ido ya kalli yanda fatar wurin tayi jawur. ita dai tunda ya sakar mata hannun sai ta kama wajen tana shafawa a hankali saboda zafi, so take ta gama hucewa ta miƙe ta tafi inda tafi kauri, tafiyar da ba zata ƙara dawo da ita nan ba, wannan zuwan nata shine na farko kuma shine na ƙarshe ba za'a kuma wani ba. ta miƙe zata bar kujerar ya ɗaga kai ya kalleta, murya a tamke, fuska a ɗaure yace,"koma ki zauna, in kinga kin tashi a wurin nan to kin cinye wannan ƙazantar taki". ta kalli abincin ta kalle shi, ta ɗan haɗe fuska sannan tace,"Hajiya ce ta girka bani ba ai". yanda muryarta ta kumbura wajen faɗa sai ya zamana kamar da rashin kunya ta faɗa, hakan yasa yay saurin ɗagowa, da miƙewarsa tsaye da kai hannu fuskarta zai mareta duk bai san lokacin da yay ba. banda Allah ya taimaka tayi saurin yin ƙasa da fuskarta da sai ya sharara mata maruka. ya yiwa dining table ɗin wani mugun duka hannunsa na dunƙulewa akai. "saboda nace kici ƙazantarki shine za ki buɗe ba ki kice min Hajiya ce ta girka, what do yo mean by saying that?". ta ƙanƙame jikinta saboda ganin kamar zai saka ma ta hannu, ya hankaɗa kujerar baya ya fito yay tsaye gabanta, tana jin yanda hucin isakar hancinsa ke sauka a jikinta. kallonsa ta ke ta ƙasan ido, zata iya rantsewa wannan mutumin ko me jinnu ko kuma me ƙarancin lafiyar ƙwaƙwalwa. yana shirin kai hannu ya shaƙi wuyanta don ta fassara masa abinda ta ke nufi da maganarta, sai ga Zaytuna ta shigo parlon, tun daga bakin door da ta hangesa tayi saurin ƙarasowa ta riƙe hannunsa tana dubansa a rikice. "matsa baya". tace da Fillo wadda ke duƙe har lokacin, kuma jin hakan yasa tayi saurin matsawa da baya ta raɓe daga bango tana sauke numfashin kamar wacca tayi tseren gudu, zuciyarta cike fal da tsoronsa. Zaytuna ta juya ta ƙara kallonta sannan ta ƙara maido da kallonta kansa. "please Hamma nah sorry".